almighty savior..

i pray to him at night for, forgiveness... i ask him to watch over me. i ask him to watch over u and give u strength to be strong through your situation... i ask him to keep me blessed and blocked from all negativity, i ask him to keep me strong through all things... i ask him to protect my heart from hurt... i thank him for marlee even though she's bad...lol.. but with that being said iam blessed :)

one day!

one day everything will be okay.. ppl would mind their own business and stay the fuck outta mines &his... but till they do they will always keep up confusions trying to bring me down... but guess wht my shield wont let them (GOD)....

self titled

i really dnt have anything to blog abt...

i told yall i like to smoke.

this is my heart but he jst dnt act right....

blog

i really need more stuff on my blog... i wish misha would hurry up and fix it lol :)

ugly people.

i cnt stand for a very ugly person, to think that they are  sooooo damn pretty, but at then end of the day you GUYS are still fucking ugly! lmfao...

momma

first off I LOVE MY MOMMA..... my momma is the best ever, she has my back through whatever, she makes everything possible for me and marlee, if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be here today. im thankful to say that i have a mother. even though we have our ups and downs, fall outs etc. she is still my mother. and i know sometimes she try and tell me things for the better but i rather her let me learn on my own. she is a big help with marlee,  since marlee has been born  i havent bought anything pampers, clothes, i mean nothing! he is my bestfriend, my mother my everything she is the koolest lol! my momma makes the impossible possible for all her kids she is all of out backbone we wouldnt be successeful without her, if she left me today i wouldnt know which way to go or what to do. so now today and everyday im thankful to say that ILY MOMMA. i may not tell her none of what i just wrote but i mean it all from the bottom of my heart!


                                                                                  we love you momma
                                                                                 devonce&marlee

misha

i just wanted to tell everybody, that i really love my friend camisha sade tucker. she is there there for me whenever i need her to be there. she never tell me nothing wrong all her advice is right even if i listen to it and not use it lol!  she is the next best thing close to me besides marlee and my family. she's my smoking buddy.the best ever.          

                                                                         * ILY MISHA*

hurt & pain

at times my past and present relationship gets me very emotional, when i think of all the hurt and pain it has brought on me. but when i think about the one good thing i got out of the relationship "marlee" it brings out the joy in me and i over look the hurt and pain.